I don't know who to trust, I don't know what to do. Suddenly, just all of a sudden, so many problems arise. And I'm easily pissed. I'm disturbed by what's happening. I'm angry at people. I'm sad at all the different situations. I don't know if I should be angry, I don't know if I should be sad.

Maybe, just maybe, there should be a permanent break from reality and fantasy, and maybe I should apply for leave from reality, because it isn't fun, and it never was. I need sleep, I need my normal life back. I need to go back, and let things stay as they were. I need to go back and make sure I never come back out to earth.

I can't take everything at one go. I can't. I don't have 1, I don't have 2 problems. I have more than you can ever count. And I think I'm troublesome the way I am. I mess up way too often.

One thing's that, I don't like bitches breaking my friend's hearts, especially someone I regard to as brother. Fuck you bitch.

I hate me, I hate you, you, you and you.

Fuck everything as it is now.