I don't know what, actually, is my mood at the moment. It's mixed. But one thing's for sure, I'm still afraid. I don't want it to happen again. Training later. At 6pm. Haha.

I love The Used. I love Senses Fail. And those are about the only bands I stay true to.

I don't know what is 'happy',
I don't know what is 'sad',
I wish I forgot all this,
I wish I forgot how to feel.
All within a day.

"You could be empty,
I could be right here empty with you,
Or you could be hollow,
And I could be right here hollow with you,
If you wanna say goodbye to everything you could say goodbye to,
I could be right here empty with you."

If I died and I had a funeral, you'd be the last person I'd expect, or the first to leave.