Hello. I am fucked up. And I am unhappy. And please do not tag "cheer up" "relax" or anything to try and cheer me up. Because I won't. I'm not being harsh. I'm stating facts. And please don't tell me your life is worse than mine. Because it isn't. Should anyone tell me otherwise, I swear by my own name, I will. End my life.

I understand that it is important for me to study, however, I also think that you should believe me when I say that D&T isn't easy. Sure... I did my work in like, 5 minutes during Lower Secondary and Secondary 3, why? Because they were so much easier and we didn't really have theory. We had more practical. So we worked more than we wrote.

This year's different. This year I have to come up with designs, come up with ideas. Come up with a whole bunch of shit, just to satisfy the hunger of the N's. Do you understand that I have to meet up with a lot of standards in order to submit ONE idea? I only have one. Maybe 2. The rest? Rejected. Reject reject reject. I understand that you think D&T is easy. But here's my thought: Fuck you, because it isn't and fuck you, because I'm not smart and I don't have a brain powered to generate ideas and write analysis(es) at the speed of light.

And I'm not faking like your dear son for fucking sake. I think I have food poisoning. And if puking isn't proof, I think you should go fuck yourself.

Vandalised by Melrize.

Hello world. I fucked up big time. Again. :)